tick tock tick tock..
the clocks' hands are constantly moving..
tick tock tick tock..
the brain of mine had never rest, not even during my slp.
it dreams. and it forgets after it wakes up.
i am constantly thinking of other things and nvr concentrating on wad i am doing.
then i will forget wad i am doing totally..
i lost myself in this new world in this world that has accelerated more than my brain does.
things happen.. and then.. i forget..
things that happened.. i could nvr forget..
i am such a nice guy on the outside.. constantly helping my frens when they need help..
i am a person who always help others when i can..
i am so called selfless and always put myself in other pples' shoes..
but on the inside.. i ignored my frens..
i didn not care or bother how they feel..
i am so selfish and tot everything i did was okay and alright..
i am just a bastard..
i got this teddy bear.. and i hanged it on my bag.. this poor teddy bear got v dirty.. and it is always raped.. my frens will always take off its shirt.. so poor thing.. but i dropped it.. somewhere.. lost.. nvr to be found.. i always brought this bear to competitions.. where i will play w it.. staring at it blankly.. while waiting for my opponent to make his move.. then i will smile to myself.. and concentrate on the competition..
zz..
-nostalgic kid.. hoping time will backtrack..
