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2010-05-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

i just feel damn annoyed..

why is everyone so calculative? cannot just simply let things go?
i feel damn pissed when pple want to return me every single cent or ask from me every single cent. and i hate to be given money..

2009-08-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

我以为过去变成过去，但却变成回忆。回忆让我的一点一滴血汗都辛苦了。累了困了眼睛却看到了过去。
回到过去，记得小时候，挂在树上的叶子死了，掉落飘入挂着风铃的窗边。拼了老命想要炫耀自己数学了得。
红白颜色。哈哈。贪玩的白色被污染了。找茬寻乐流氓之事。我是流氓吗？

看着天空，数一棵两颗三客。复杂的天空。黑暗的晚上。不发光的月亮。白发的老头。1000x24x3600..

累了，我要睡觉了。明天还是得过的。加油。大家加油！

笨蛋小子

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2009-07-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

早上六点起床以后，
你的画像挂在墙上。
再慢慢伸懒腰，我们在刷牙么，
默默看着彼此微笑。

晚上九点突然出现，
你的影子缝在路边。
在你的脑子里，我们在等什么，
默默看着时间流逝。

明明会很久很久以后，但偏偏留在昨天而已。
回忆
是我的唯一。

下午三点茶点时候，
你的餐具摆在餐桌。
在你的食物里，我们在享些么，
默默看着闪亮白齿。

午夜凌晨睡觉时候，
你的梦里我的幻想。
在你的指导下，我们在温习么，
默默看着枕头流泪。

明明会很久很久以后，但偏偏留在昨天而已。
回忆
是我的唯一。

-burnt kid...

2009-06-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

...
loss at words..

let time heals the wound..
life goes on.. (stolen quote)

-boy on attn c...

2009-06-08T22:23:00.003+08:00

tick tock tick tock..
the clocks' hands are constantly moving..
tick tock tick tock..
the brain of mine had never rest, not even during my slp.
it dreams. and it forgets after it wakes up.
i am constantly thinking of other things and nvr concentrating on wad i am doing.
then i will forget wad i am doing totally..
i lost myself in this new world in this world that has accelerated more than my brain does.

things happen.. and then.. i forget..
things that happened.. i could nvr forget..
i am such a nice guy on the outside.. constantly helping my frens when they need help..
i am a person who always help others when i can..
i am so called selfless and always put myself in other pples' shoes..

but on the inside.. i ignored my frens..
i didn not care or bother how they feel..
i am so selfish and tot everything i did was okay and alright..
i am just a bastard..

i got this teddy bear.. and i hanged it on my bag.. this poor teddy bear got v dirty.. and it is always raped.. my frens will always take off its shirt.. so poor thing.. but i dropped it.. somewhere.. lost.. nvr to be found.. i always brought this bear to competitions.. where i will play w it.. staring at it blankly.. while waiting for my opponent to make his move.. then i will smile to myself.. and concentrate on the competition..

zz..

-nostalgic kid.. hoping time will backtrack..

2009-04-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

.. =(

i v sad..

today my 2nd day of enlistment..
there v boring..

then, i applied off tmr..
by right no need to wake up at 6am again..
i dunno wad to say..
2 yrs nvr cry liao.. now yet cry again..

i know sth liddat will happen sooner..
but i dun want it to come so soon..
i hadn't enjoyed life yet..
how?
tell me wad can i do?
my tears flowing out again.. ='(

i dun wan tht cert..
tht fucker cert...

boring life

2009-04-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

We walked past each other.
Wind blows awake some slping things.
Heart is telling me to do something.
STH STH STH..
Got a little rash..

^^
zzz.. lazy to translate.. it is a nice song..

ehh..
well..
life is boring..

my face is getting whiter and whiter, paler and paler... theres like no blood circulation liao.. ><
i got tired more easily than before.. maybe cos my attn span gets shorter and shorter when i get lazier and lazier.. lol..

waiting for gd friday.. haha.. i feel like playing Bball.. seriously v long nvr play liao.. gd friday is a fri to play! ^^ hmm.. also to see my junior! haha.. v long nvr see each other..

table of glory starTed a few days ago.. hmm.. i missed table tennis.. quite fun..
when i was young, i always lost to my cousins.. younger cousin also lose older cousin also lose.. i am just noob.. but then i train myself.. i learned some spins myself.. i learned during my j1 in acjc.. test with my frens.. it is a fun game.. cos the ball is light.. the balls always spin in a unique way..

tennis is also fun.. i still cant serve fast.. thats something still lacking.. but 1/3 balls will go in.. hmm.. but my ball control considered quite gd for a noob who learnt everything just by reading comic and looking at other pple..

soccer.. i still don't really like it.. maybe cos i am noob.. my toe will be pain.. and i always cant get the ball in the direction that i want it to go.. haha.. but then.. i managed to juggle a few times.. not bad le la.. learnt a few mths then can juggle liao..

Bball.. i played almost every sat during sec 1.. but thts boring.. cos i was noob, and everyone ard me playing with me are older than me.. some are nice and will pass to me.. while others just ignore me.. maybe cos my standing position wasn't gd and they couldn't pass to me.. but noob ma.. so must learn.. sec 3.. i get to dribble more.. =D train more.. but out of nowhere, i like to shoot.. and my shooting suddenly above average when i got to j1.. everything staRts from j1... cant touch ball to shoot ball to just passing ball.. haha.. now i like to just pass to pple and let them score.. it is more fun than scoring the point urself..

hmm.. badminton.. also v long nvr play.. lost my rkt.. p6 i badminton one! hahaa.. dun belief right? jieqi also.. but now my badminton like shit.. j1 played with a senior.. lost badly.. and he wasn't from badminton.. hmm.. why ar.. my back hand v lousy.. can hit ball but then will get pressured at once.. well well.. need more practices ba.. but if theres is chance la..

squash.. played once nia.. zzz too loud.. orh come on..

bowling.. okay la.. first time 20+ points.. got the ball into drain millions of times.. now got big range.. 80-120.. not bad la... also not like i play it v often..

chess.. zzz a 6-yr training programme.. 4 yrs.. listening to a same old thing.. crap coach.. with a 2-yr sudden improvement yet again.. crazy abt it.. played like 2000+ games in a yr.. imagine la.. 365 days a yr.. and u play dunno how many rounds in a day.. SIAO one.. and yet.. my standard now still v suxky.. aiks.. got prize but dun feel proud.. still rmbed tht last compe i joined.. i wanted to win like top few cos i got a chalet after the competition.. i wanted to win money and bring trophy.. haha.. then.. in the end got a 6th.. cos i lost 2 rounds.. one to 1st.. and one to 2nd.. yawn.. well.. noob also cannot complain.. my fault.. didn't train.. cos of A lvl..

weiqi.. zz just winning juniors then i v happy liao.. haha.. also dunno when i improve.. but still v lousy and dun understand many things..

i do almost everything.. but study..
gone case..

life was so fun.. when i tried to master new things that i am noob in.. but then.. now i half-mastered all of them.. i feel bored..

life goes on.. lol.. crap quote..

-bored kid.. going to bored to death liao.. rawrr..

2008-12-17T01:31:00.002+08:00

pissed..
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
DAMN IT
RAHH..

i am just pissed.. i am upset.. i am mad..
just lay on bed for 2 hrs.. doing nth...
thoughts flow in.. bad thoughts..
memories returned.. bad memories..
fck off..
i came online.. to talk to my com..
but it seems.. i just want to scold my com..
sorry com..

tan wei said life has ups and downs.. i rmbed it.. i am experiencing it.. i dun like the down..
i listening to happy songs.. but the mood just cant be changed.. 2 hrs seem like 10 yrs..

i seem happy.. i am smiling.. but somewhere within just remains a small devil piercing me.. causing my heart pain.. got any drugs to numb myself to kill this idiotic pissing devil?

everyone gotta exp this.. but i dun wan to exp this.. it rly sux.. and i dun wan exp this when i am 18 yrs old going to 19.. i am too young..

"where are your children" sounds friendly yet scary.. 3 children.. bro sis and i.. none present.. i got plans.. i got timetable.. i got things to do.. stuck.. cancel the plan? ignore the timetable? and forget abt the things i gotta do? or.. do wad i plan? follow the timetable? and do the things i got to do? i dun wan to regret it when it is too late.. and i want to cherish it when i can..

on the bed, i recalled losing a nice cute toy.. i was upset. i was unhappy. i blamed myself for losing it. the toy is dirty.. but it is an impt nice fun cute good toy that i have.. well.. the feelings sux..
things come and go.. as though there's no deceleration to reduce its velocity to zero.. i want to have the strength to pull it; to stop it.. yet.. fruitless.. yea.. i did push it.. my fault for pushing it.. thts why i lose it.. pple! pull when u ought to..

-2am in the night
-upset boy

2008-10-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

8/10. last day of sch.. last episode of police show..

ytd, Li-sir died. dun understand rationale behind plot. but the show is still nice. make audience sad. today is the funeral of him. everyone cried. everyone is upset. everyone hoped it wun happen and time can be reversed. reminded me death of my teacher. even though we were not close.

the cadets left the PTS and one by one left each other. feel so mixed. happy and sad. hahaaa.. but the show ends liao..

losing someone is a terrible feeling. dunno what to say. tht time during tutorial, tan wei also said we seemed v happy and a bit lack of pressure. he always talked big big story and asked us to think far ahead and think of our lives. ask us imagine what if the closest pple to us left us. thts life. got up got downs. get over with it and pass through it.

Quote from ben dan: u wil only feel worse. E prob wun change . only e way u view it will.

do not mind anything. look forward.
=))

-boy who went thru life

2008-09-20T20:47:00.003+08:00

ahha.. left 40 days to my A lvl.. crap.. thts little.. =D
yawnn... feel like slpinggg.. i wish can slp as much as i like.. hahaa..
like sch most.. place for me to slp.. cant slp at home one lo.. the sun keeps on shining on my bed.. RAHH..
=D i think i die le la.. prelims score so badly.. got so much to catch up for A lvl.. and i am still slacking.. everyday play play play play play.. dun wanna study!!
but i am btr liao.. i can force myself to study.. =) i am reading economics now.. and will complete my hwk tmr.. wuahahaaa......
the image in the mirror will only reflect myself. the very myself. the image will not determine what i will be but i will determine what the image is. =) GO GO.. change the image in the mirror..
Watch Mirror. a not so scary horror movie.

2008-08-29T19:22:00.002+08:00

teachers day celebration today..
went to sch in tht usual 67 bus. it is so cold in the morning as usual.
but it is always getting less and less crowded.. there are always fewer and fewer pple in the bus.

went back rv with a few 4d pple..
feel so weird.. cant find the long lost feelings.. only can recall the vague memories.
i bought 2 toasts from the aunty, and the aunty talks to me and asks me," is your good friend here too?". so stunned! aunty still rmb me.. ahaha.. and then ltr, she said," you know which good friend i am referring to?" i shoke my head, and she told me that good friend's name. loL!! aunty so li hai..

we walked around rvhs. and martin said he v huai nian.. xD always play badminton during clit.. always play badminton behind container classroom. always play bball and he will do tht airly shot.. always do pulls up after eating since pull up bars are just below our classroom.. always listen to martin yeo feng hua playing "feng" with the piano.
i only rmbed that myself going sch as early as 640am to eat my zao can!! now, ask me wake up at 640am, it is like taking my life liddat.. lol.. not 645am, then i wun feel like waking up..

nevertheless, secondary school is btr!! zzz.. no need study as much.. lol.. a lvl seems so hard.. we said these and ngiam replied," when we in university, we will say A lvl is easy." hope so ba.. =) A lvl is coming.. stressed.. feel like mugging, yet feel like slacking..
4D is so fun. got 4 heavenly kings, got brokeback 3. got nooby. got shabbies.

but the past is the past. we should move on. put behind all the memories, and then move on and continue on our paths.

-lost boy

2008-08-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

RAHH!! half of my prelims is over.. =D left maths tmr and phy and chem.. left a bit to study for each only.. lol.. most are practising.. but.. econs.. haiz.. 7 weeks more to prepare econs.. can i make it to my A? lol... like very hard lah.. worse than ssg.. ssg is so much easier than econs for me..
zzz.. recently feel so cold.. dunno why.. afternoon also cold.. morning is v v v cold.. th weather keeps changing.. 1 day rain 1 day shiny.. like hinting to us some disaster is on the way.. zz hope not.. i still want my A lvl..
very tired always too.. mug too much.. haha.. but i also played alot.. >< wish to play and dun want to grow up! =x
-sick boy
*ah choo*
*rub nose*

2008-08-01T01:23:00.000+08:00

sian diao.. lol.. but i still enjoy life!!

-happy kid

jobless

2008-06-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

zzzz holidays over.. 3 weeks liao.. from that stupid friday which mark the end of my career. it is like losing something that is supposedly to be yours. as kelian as us will be the hwachong team ba. Without the h3 exam, hc first and we third. With that h3 exam hc 2nd and we fourth. =( upset still.. Thats not the only problem. We got SPA too. i think that's the worst reason for us to lose our first round. suay to draw such a lot ba..

monday, i went to check-up. sad to say, PES D.. believe that everyone in my class will get PES A. then now i still need to pon sch to go have more checkups. well well.. but why cannot pon on tues and wed?? zzz mon and thurs are such nice days.. and i still need return sch on Monday afternoon for GP.. Well, hope everything's alright and i can promote to at least PES B.

today i watch zohan.. didn't think that it was such a show. humourous it is. however, diff from what i tot it is. a bit of porn and stupid. but it reminds me of my career. he went to hair cut even though everyone objects because he can even catch bullets. he shld fight instead. there is stable pay and he will not die. However, he pretended to have died and went to N.Y to cut hair(?). he does what he wants. I saw junming being top few in the open comp. is that a stable job? wonders..

2008-05-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

sian.. raffles cup is coming.. i no longer feel as excited as i used to be when competition is coming. it is the most important competition though.. haha.. alvin could not make it for the last round which i don't think will affect much for his team. however, my teammates!! 1st day, cl and yl got spa.. 2nd day adrian got spa.. zzz i need adrian and joshua as black tankers.. aiks.. suan le.. yile's pfm is also gd, but i dun wan to waste him. hmm.. see first ba.. ^^ first round dun kena any strong team can liao..

aha, last week hc cup just ended, we got 2nd.. and this is my first team trophy.. heex.. but i dun rly feel happy.. dunno why.. no happiness no sadness.. life is getting boring already ba.. ^^ if got pple like songyiqian still in singapore.. to continue the buss and noise, then maybe i will be more excited ba... ahaa.. well well.. off he flew..
results:
7-1 ijc
7-1 ajb
5-3 hcia
3-5 aja
5-3 rj
4-4 hcib
8-0 mj

we only managed to clinch 1 8-0. i read zixian's blog.. and his team managed so much more of a 8-0..

jia you.. ^^ i dun wan score 6/7 anymore.. aim higher.. 7/7..

2008-05-15T14:31:00.001+08:00

ahaa.. after 7 whole days, i finally took the 653am bus.. ^^"
i had no sch on mon and tues. and oversleep on wed. then today i finally took that bus. zzz and i found a seat to slp. so happy..

2008-05-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

ahahaa
common test is on wednesday. 3 more days from now. die le la.. first paper is GP. my worst subject. then econs which is also on wed. i mug whole day today. so tired la. i hate studying man..

it seems alot to study.. and it also seems little to study. so pissed.. dunno if i shld spend all my time studying or spend part of my time playing..

ytd, i just have another competition at hwachong jc. i won 3 draw 1 out of 4 rounds. tyco won one of them. shld be won 2 draw 2. xD but heng lo.. first round vs innova, win 7-1, then aj b 7-1 hci a 5-3 and aj a 3-5. So we still have 3 rounds left. we will most probably fight against hci B jj and then nyjc. Hopefully we can get a trophy. The situation is so complicated. Hci b lost to aj. hci a lost to nj. and nj lost to aj. so currently, 3 of us have 3 points. but i think hci a and hci b hadn't fought yet. and next round, hci a will most prob fight against aj. so nj's fate lies on the fight btw aj a and hci a. If hci a, we got chance to get champion, 2nd or even 3rd. if aj win, we most prob get 2nd. if aj draw hci a, we most prob still get 2nd/3rd. all these are on assumptions that we can win/draw hci b. if we lose to hci b, then 3rd or 4th again..
haizz..

but now, common test period. damn stressed. if i fail my ct, then i need to go to cheng's office and mug. a direct threat from my cca tcher.. >< if i dun train and then lost on sat, then i will regret spending so much time on my ct. if i mug and train, my brain will be exhausted. scarly cannot perform in both ct and comp. zzz

mon and tues no sch. i feel like going njc la. can take the 653am bus. but i want to slp too.. dilemma.. go sch mug also v weird. stay at home wun mug too. go mac mug will get fat. lol.
but nvm. i finally pass my napfa. ahahaa.. though my stamina is really damn weak. >< i run 1st round tired liao.. maybe it was hot. 3 rounds: 5 minute 30 seconds. then i walk for 40 seconds. so it became 6 minutes and 10 seconds. then i run again. and completed my 4th round with a timing of 7 minutes 55 seconds. then i rest til 8 minutes 20 seconds. then i complete my 5th round with a bit of walking with a timing of 10 min 30 seconds... all these meant that i have 2 minutes and 10 seconds for my last lap. i walk for abt 20 seconds run 100m and walk another 10 sec. lol!! and then RUN ALL THE WAY back.. and i passed with a timing of 12 minutes 38 seconds.. hahaa.. pass 2 seconds.. zzz i felt indeed like a mindsports person, a person weak in napfa and likes to plan the way to pass napfa. other pple just try their best to run. i plan exactly how many minutes to run and how many seconds to rest for each round in order to pass exactly. ^^ zzz but seriously, my stamina sux; i want continue my training with alan.. anyway, i also like to thank my frens. cos they run with me for the last 3 laps encouraging me to perserveeeee.. rarr.. i dun wan to fail 2.4km again.. no more re-test in future..
napfa: AAABD F retest: AABCDD..
zzz my 5 stations deprove during the retest, but i dun care alot though.. haha.. pass can liao..

char yong

2008-03-17T16:47:00.002+08:00

charyong cup is finally over. felt so happy. trained so hard throughout the december and march holidays.. hard work pays.. i got national 3rd!! xD lucky lucky. and i felt rly happy of my results. in this compe, i fought against the champ, 6th and 8th position. lose draw win respectively. and overall, i got a 5.5 points. which means i lost one round draw one round. i was aiming only for top 8. this is my 2nd trophy in chinese chess.. the first trophy is crap. out of 5 rounds, i won only one. cos of my team, then we manage to get a 4th. felt so sorry for my team. ^^ so this can considered to be my first trophy. ^^

rankings
1) menghao
2) jifang
3) ME
4) si qi
5) yihao
6) zixian
7) timo
8) theo

2nd jan

2008-01-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

today first day of school.. not really exciting as i thought it would. maybe cos i studied for more than 15 years. No longer feel the anxiety of going to school after 2 mths.

nevertheless today is a happy day.
i spend more than 1 hr queuing up just to replace my spoilt ez-link card. when i was queuing, i saw this pretty girl walk past me.. heart melted.. so happy that i had queued up, despite the long queue. if not, i will not have the chance..
well well...

2007-12-05T21:07:00.001+08:00

today a wednesday..

as usual, cca.. i spend 5 hours on my cca from 7 to 12+. i ate 5 roti prata plain. i drank 500ml of water(3r1r3 bottles). And i wasted 5 minutes walking to the side gate which is closed.

surprisely, today is 5th december.. what a wonderful day.. just a pity, it's not friday..

wuahahaa.. today i wasted one whole lot of time.. one whole day gone again.. and no one thing is done, except that only one training that i have with only one person in that only one canteen in the only one national junior college in that only one Singapore in that only one world in that many dimensions.. zzzz.. today's date doesn't match with 1 does it?

last but not least, i spend all my time rotting.. xD

2007-11-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

i only do one thing during the holidays. it is the same old thing. no doubt abt it. 3 letters. rot.
of course, i dun stink and i smell nice as usual. but i am rotting. i spent my whole afternoon and night with the mini dustmites, and absolutely no distance away from there.

my fingers will constantly be moving just like now, pushing poor small buttons. you know? i think i have pressed on these buttons a few hundred thousand millions times over these years. seems lot? no, it isn't. it is the closest to me, excluding the dustmites. heex

hwk.. dreads.... i did a question, and skipped 4 questions and did another question. o well.. improvement. at least i did more questions then i did in the past. lol.. i am a slacker.. others will study and mug for promos.. and i watch cartoons on youtube. =x pass my promos suprisingly. if not remedial with my cca tcher in the HOD rm! haiz.. must i rly work hard? must i really do the holiday hwk??

now is 1am. i need to go market with mama for my bbq food today morning 9am. and i am not sleeping!! maybe my wings will develop soon, and i can be a real owl flying and hunting for nice food, hopefully not worms.

laptop no batt le..
orh orh liao..
zzzzz..

2007-11-25T20:31:00.001+08:00

feeling rather sad. even though we were not close, but at least i knew that you were friendly and nice. you held great responsibility and tried to arrange things for us to learn during the yltc camp. you were one of those who did most plannings. i thought i could talk to you and joke around during pe lessons.

i heard that you will be flying back from cambodia soon, in a jar though. hope that will be a better flight.

last wish: do well in the other dimension.

2007-09-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

one two three four five six seven eight nine ten

一二三四五六七八九十

人家count 星星，我count 题目。好多好多题目啊！

^^ so boring..

boring saturday

2007-09-15T17:10:00.001+08:00

lol!! promos is coming.. die le la.. ltr i need downgrade econs to h1.. cannot cannot.. zzz.. must score 54 you know.. haiz.. so poor thing la me.. must work hard hard...

left 2 weeks.. but i don't have the feelings to mug lei.. sad sad.. must force myself de... like got a lot to study.. ehh.. is got a lot to study... sian si le lo..

i cant find a song.. so stick to this song.. got 1 song is dream by detective conan.. sounds v nice la!! zz.. heard from youtube..

eee.. sian sian.. i rmb my spa exam.. haha.. they alwaes remind us not to post anything abt spa.. if not is cheating.. i v careless la.. make mistake.. hope wun penalise a lot.. =x

just went c doctor.. for checkup.. so ex la.. price inelastic de!! cheater lai de.. got price discrimination... gagaaaaa

2007-08-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

hoho.. national day liao.. finally no need go national jc for 4 days.. zzz.. is such a gd thing.. must catch up with my hwk.. >< so sian..

just went back to rv on tues.. quite fun.. playing chinese chess there is more fun than playing chess in nj.. don't know why.. maybe yiqian is too noisy? ya.. shld be.. 1st time play with ji fang.. haha.. know his weakness already.. he don't know shun pao... shun pao is a nice thing to move afterall.. must tell my teammates.. haha.. feel so evil..

haiz.. now need go do hwk liao..

rv alumini

2007-04-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

todae went settlers cafe.. free lunch n dinner.. lol!! but i reached there at 3+ so no free lunch.. but ate alot too.. >< fried stuffs.. fatty.. zzzZ den play games.. lame lame.. 1/2 diaoz is a nice class.. heex.. rv is a nice sch too... miss rv so much.. lol.. d lessons more entertaining.. nw so boring..

nxt week napfa liao.. sob.. i wan join bowling competition.. lol.. to support rv.. though my bowling sux.. haaas.. but.. can njoy ma.. =))

until nw, i still rmb d reg no for my 1d class.. lol.. huiqi jiamin elaine caifang shiyi jolyn winnie yeeyer sharon jocelyn sueping wenli simin kat huihui jeff yuping zhiping jiajun keeann xiaobo jinxuan maoshan mengguan beier haiyuan chinkeat fred shayong weihan jinxian mi naijiew pp!! =) pro rite? haha.. actually i cheated.. forgot 2 pple's.. but.. laaas..

do do so so la la so..

2007-03-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

... today went lavandar for competition.. was hoping n thinkin if i could WIN.. ya.. but den i LOST.. i worried for weeks.. prepared since feb.. i felt so horrified.. it is oni todae which i felt prepared, yet.. cos of some reasons.. i lost d games.. mayb i can win back in d nxt rnd.. hoping.. i tink may b on 1 of d thursdays..

i rmbed d past when i started to learn chess.. ya.. i challenge d juniors n sae losers mus do punishments.. winners.. no rewards though.. but quite rewarding to haf tis senior already..

sometimes i ponder if it is worth so much spending so much time over it.. but d results attracted mi.. it may affect my future.. i nid gd results.. my studying motivation cos it may lead to a gd testimonial.. my life motivation cos it brings mi to a gd uni.. which conts to push me on.. which pull mi up when i fall.. which bring mi life when i m dying.. which brings mi everything.. mayb passion is impt....

yawn

2007-03-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

heex.. tmr jae posting come out.. so excited.. feelin tht i will stay in ac.. lol.. but i lyk ac.. ^^ i will change cca.. nv d same old game again.. unless miracle happen which will make mi feel lyk staying in sgc.. nah..

ytd, i rmb of a v cool saying.. i tink is by a bank or in d newspaper or wad.. when u r trying to encourage somebody, u alwaes sae nth is impossible.. haha.. but.. to mi, impossible is nothing.. hoho.. s zhuai s a nicholas.. =)

gaaa.. so boring.. todae i was hoping tht cx lesson can watch movie la.. wad fang xue hou.. in d end dun haf, sad n disappointly, i went to d lib to read prince of tennis.. lol!! nort nice de.. v old le.. d library in charge nv buy d latest prince of tennis.. lol.. but it is still gd.. at least got comic.. ^^

zzzz.. i feel v diligent these 3 mths.. did most of my hwk.. lol.. so stunned la.. even tutorial 5.. i m such a gd boy.. >< yay.. agree wif mi k? ty..

pple alwaes sae failure is mother of success.. it is sometimes true.. human tinks in such a way tht, when u fail to do sth alwaes, u will fail it.. unless u rly lyk work v hard for it.. jus lyk.. drawing.. if u dun practise drawing alwaes, u r bad in it, ya.. u r bad in it.. foreva.. u mus noe how much practices does one need in order to gain d exp n do well.. i fail in hexic for 61 times b4 i noe how to play it.. i fail in xiangqi for 1802 times.. nah.. jus kidding.. but many many times, in order to understand a bit of it.. it is lyk so sian la.. but there r instances, which cause mi nort feel lyk tryin at all.. lyk a maths qn.. if u dunno how to do it, u wun noe.. even how much u try.. cos u dunno d method.. if u wan tok wif a shy person, if he dun reply.. ya.. he foreva wun reply.. no matter how much u try.. feel lyk giving up at times.. i failed enough..

being an idiot..
foreva..

2007-03-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

.. ytd went to marc seah's hse.. o man.. he is so rich.. havin 2 maids at home.. 1 pool table at home.. his hse is lyk so big.. nah.. but i don't envy.. ^^ i lyk my present hse alot too.. cos got 963 which will reach my bus stop punctually.. my hse is v nice lo.. when i was in rv, i moved twice.. which means i got 3 different locations.. n surprising.. dere are direct buses from my hse to d sch... cool rite?
yep yep.. back to topic.. we were playing poker at his hse.. but cos some of us don't gamble so we did nort play wif money.. we oni played wif chips.. it is lyk i did not lose all my $10.. in d end, i still win.. wif jus a game of full hse.. lol.. so lucky.. i got 1 ace n 1 jack.. den ltr, they open another 2 jacks n 1 ace.. allowing me to have a full house jack.. i too pro liao la.. heex..
then still play pools wif munkit.. though i lose, but i tink is suay.. dun lyk d amt of space in tht small area.. zzzZ.. march is damn gd.. he got all d correct techniques.. nah.. nvm.. i m satisfied wif my own skills.. lol..

todae.. hmm.. did nth much.. lol.. released v early.. hoho.. den sms carey.. haha.. cos she released late.. den mus suan her.. v bad of mi.. zzzz.. den i wear ac val day tee to xj's hse.. lol.. to play moneyless mahjong again.. ^^ sian la.. nv win de.. jinxuan dun wan feed mi at all.. lol.. but poor chuyuan, i oso rarely feed.. den jinxuan n rgay alwaes win.. sad sad.. lol.. it is lyk so suay.. i got red zhong, which i dun wan, but yet i cannot hit, cos i noe jinxuan sure win, den in d end, i still haf to lose d game.. sob sob.. nv fang pao yet cannot win.. arghh..

lol.. todae ate 5 roti pratas.. i lyk my stomach alot.. hoho.. cos dunno y, it does nort absorb fats de.. since young, no matter how much i eat or wad i eat, i wun get fat de.. ^^" v nice rite? lol.. den my bro n dad lyk get fat v easily.. i so unique.. yep..

2007-02-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

... i write so much.. wan post yet.. dc.. n all gone.. damn..

tis sux..

='(

y mus bully mi liddat?

acj, i lyk u.. =) my best sch eva..

choosing sch

2007-02-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

..... nj or ac? so many pple kip askin mi to go nj.. but i lyk my og alot.... n can alwaes go home wif ml n yx.. which is nice oso.. but i noe i wun exercise alot.. except d pe.. if i choose nj.. cos dere will b no1 playing sports games wif mi.. hmm.. at least i tink so.. until jx returns.. which oso oni rj jx n i.. boring.. nj.. is lyk a v unfamiliar place for mi.. even though i went to its open hse b4.. ac is lyk v nice.. cos i can take 963 everyday at 606am everyday.. n i haf no nid to walk all d way to d back of my hse.. n wads more.. it is lyk so boring to b alone.. no1 to accompany mi eat breakfast in nj too.. damn.. ac pple oso.. wun b so diligent.. but no matter wad path i choose, d destination is still d same.. ahhh.. v fan!!

birthday

2007-02-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

nah.. today is my bday.. did nth though.. until 8pm.. hehe.. a gd achievement.. 9 people wish me happy birthday.. got siyi qiuyan shiangming lijun nicholas yini wanleng danni carey.. ty pple..

got back o lvl results 2 days ago.. feelin empty still.. life is boring.. nw listening to d song "start of something new".. zzz i feel tht it is a crap song.. though it is nice n new.. old things rox at times.. how i wish i still a sec 2 or 4..
i so hapi to c tht my ssg scored an a1.. boyuan too.. haha.. we were alwaes d worst in class.. boyuan worse than mi.. 1 exam.. we missed out 1 whole qn of 10 marks.. den for prelims he did 4 qns when he was supposed to do oni 3..haha.. but we improved for o lvl.. hope ms tan will feel tht we r "gd" students..=) our sch ssg head!! 1 n oni ssg teacher.. mr faizad too.. 2nd time i scored a b3 for el for my total of 4 yrs in rv.. =) ty ty.. i still rmb my laz sentence for el compo: "Gor, if u are late again, i will spank you!" Xiaoyi imitates Mum.

tis yr.. ^^ i tink will have 2 presents.. so hapi.. cos my box full liao.. mus squeeze in oso hard.. i lyk my presents alot.. got pig, winnie d pooh, t-shirt..

jus feel tht today is a special day.. so shld post.. ^^

-lianquan/nauqnail-

acjc

2007-01-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

i realise i v long nv blog..
todae went to blog.. hear d song.. so shuang.. jap song.. laaas.. you got game..

life in acjc.. dunno how to describe.. i noe i love my og.. zzz.. d camp is fun.. i noe.. d pple r nice.. i noe.. d sch is nice.. d teachers r nice.. d rotiprata seller is slacker.. increase in price of green tea.. tmr.. leaving og liddat.. v saddening lo... i dun wan new class.. i prefer old pple.......

my teacher is called mr lau.. he wears specs n teach physics.. all physics student sure c him b4.. =) my classmates.. mostly rvian too.. a bit sian... but i dunno any of them..

cca- same s usual.. a boring one.. damn sian la.. alwaes do d same thing.. n yet.. i cant join other ccas.. dun lyk elaborating.. sorry..

-lianquan ^^

christmas party

2006-12-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

today go sueping's house.. i bought sth from uncles tidbits.. actually is nice de.. still got hello kitty pics on d biscuits.. but cax is ap de.. so abit funny.. we choose presents tht tym, v xie men.... jj kip dun wan d biscuits den he got it.. haaas.. den mengguan n maoshan again.. tapada, got water guns.. v crap.. actually oso nth much to tok abt...

den go home liao.. got lost.. dunno how get to yewtee mrt.. but lucky, anyhow walk oso got to a bus stop den take bus to cck.. but tht bus is crap.. big loop de la.. reach cck le, den go all d way to teck whye den turn back again n turn n turn.. crap crap.. den we c got a bus stop got 190 n 985 n 975, we alight den take bus.. so i went hm..

den reach hm, jx n i try love calculator.. is crap.. nvm.. dun wan state reason..
but nicholas is gay..
n den.. oso.. draw a house.... d house is crap too.. mayb cax i m a liar ba.. ha.. suan le.. i wan slp liao..

sian

2006-12-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

sian sian

a day at orchard

2006-12-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

=) todae go orchard.. interesting day..

nitez.. lj post so i post..

december

2006-12-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

these 2 weekends.. i haf been selling eyerelax, a medical device which is v effective for myopia n adult presbyopia which r shortsightness n longsightness in short..it has won d hongkong wadeva de gold medal n wad wad de.. =x forget le.. den oso haf won a place in guardian.. d pt tht guardian sells it means tht it is a gd product afterall.. for who will eyerelax b suitable? anyone.. however, it is nort rly effective for pple who haf lazy eyes or shan guang or aredi haf eye diseases such s retina destruction(or sth liddat) n cataract n wad cornea drop off one.. x= tis is cax eyerelax is nort a magical product.. it is jus some sort of device which helps to regenerate d growth of cone cells in d eyes n oso train d ciliary muscles so tht they will alwaes b strong enuff to control d curvation of d eyes.. of cax, if u buy it, u mus use it often.. zzz.. =) dun wan sae le.. if nort tis post v boring..

anw, i go work, oso quite hapi, got to noe more pple.. =) many pple dere v frenly.. i cant find any selfish acts of these pple.. mayb cax got my sister n cousin inside d workforce, thts y i feel more comfortable n warmth ba.. mayb nia.. haha.. den some new frens lyk royston n xinying, n mayb other senior staffs, james, raymond, mr goh.. oso got 1 from vjc, forget name though.. n rainbow.. lol..

ytd, we held a farewell party for royston.. he's leaving us........ for a while nia.. dun worry.. den we oso gif our last words to him.. n cry in our hearts.. lol.. rly cry lo.. we use tissues n wipe our hearts.. den in d end, 1am reach hm.. ^^ lucky got victor.. alwaes v sweet to my mother.. den ltr my mama call n wan scold my sis n i le, den my sis gif d phone to mi, i ran away, den she gav vic, den vic jus v quickly settle my mama.. xD den my mama orh orh, ok lo.. once in a while, farewell ma.. den we took taxi home.. no more transports le.. zz.. crap lo.. there a long queue of taxis.. lol...

ytd work, den i go eat alot.. 2 burgers for dinner.. n 1 packet of french fries, cax i v hungry.. eat breakfast nia.. zz..

n den, d security at expo sux.. nvm..

e-n-e-r e-n-e-r-g-i-e.. getting louder.. 5 times.. E-N-E-R E-N-E-R-G-I-E ENERGIE.. =)

zz.. a few days ago, i went yongxiang's hse to play table tennis.. si nicholas, sae okay de.. den ltr at hm pia maple.. so mature lo.. hmph.. den bluff mi n yx.. den ltr we 2 n his bro plae tgt.. zz.. quite fun though.. can alwaes smack.. lol.. but i wan learn shang xuan qiu.. liddat, opponent v ezi out.. but alwaes cannot de.. nvm.. i got other curve balls can le.. hehe.. =D

todae watch movie... hse of deck ba.. i tink d title is so.. forget le.. alwaes mix up btw hse of deck n deck of hse.. to mi is d same.. it is a comedy.. v lame though.. but at least, they r wad they r.. d fatty actor got many kisses from d pretty actress.. zzz.. so lucky la... she kiss him until lyk v shuang, den kip kissin n kissing.. zzzzzzz... n.. i sat btw nich n ngiam.. laaas.. 2 n.. i l..

ltr we go search for acer company.. waulao la.. spend v long searching.. it is so far from imm, n my sis told mi is beside imm.. scam mi la.. tmr still nid go down for her sake.. lol.. suan le.. she alwaes been v nice to mi too.. so sometimes oso mus b nice to her.. jus help lo.. but a bit sian though.. haha.. all d wae to jurong town hall rd.. y tmr buy u may ask since we found d company.. cax it is 530pm le.. zzz.. den close liao.. sian.........

life is enjoyable if u noe how to enjoy..
nth else worth more than ur life..
u r wad u r..
while i m wad i m..

nw, my sms dun exceed anymore, lyk wad i was in sec 1 n 2.. if u dun belief.. i rly dunno 1 mth passed liao.. den so shocked, nv exceed.. =)

todae i change d song-unfaithful..

a monday

2006-11-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

... sian sian la..
todae morning i woke up.. den aredi 9am.. though propmise mother to buy breakfast for her, but in d end, alarm clock rang for an hr n i did nort wake up.. sad.. sorry mama.. nvm..
den ltr i go play bball.. zz.. i forgot got play soccer too.. den i go wear sandals.. waulao.. kick until my toes lyk wan break.. sob sob.. den oso play bball.. den cax raining ma.. den dere got mud.. n i slipped fell.. pain.. sad.. bleed.. blood sux.. n i hate.. zzz.. chpt 8..

after tht went woodlands eat n pei fren buy hp.. zzzzz.....
n.. nxt nxt... ehhh.. den ate at home, n play chess lo.. chess rox.. so far, i hafen lose any rnd todae.. dunno abt ltr though.. i lost 2 rnds to a software, but cax nort human, so nort counted.. laaaas.. den i got 2 rnds, i kill v beautifully.. make mi feel hapi.. lol.. sounds a bit lyk nich, he n his happiness..

haiz.. oso a sad day...... =( d wae which i nv wish it to b..

-by me..

2006-11-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

morning woke up at 7am.. despite being tired.. i still woke up.. though slp 4 hrs, i still woke up.. nvm.. thts nort d pt..

i look at my hp... alarm clock had nort rung.. waitin for d alarm to ring.. mayb actually nort wad i was waiting.. but i noe i waitin for sth..

d previous nite, saw a lovely boy tokin on phone wif his lovely gal.. at mins, they did nort tok.. n jus hmm hmm.. zzz..
d ceiling was full of stars.. red... yh's hse.. 2 storey high..

todae d pae briefing.. looks stupid.. i learn nth new.. might s well gif us d booklet den ask us to fill in n read ourselves.. den got scoldings too.. though i noe d scolding shld b held though it oni targetted at some pple in d lt, but i feel nothing.. laz dae of d yr most prob which i will go sch..

den we went vivo, to eat, n buy d things my mother asked mi to buy..
den zpeng's hse.. to take my things, n play nba.. at least i improve.. =) keyboard is nicer.. ltr, i made someone pants tore.. zzz.. i m a pro, i noe..

ltr in d bus, i slept thruout, thts y nw nort tired..

but, d mind nv rests, tinkin n tinkin.. waitin n waitin..

-nv at rest, nth is nort moving.. -nicholas's theory of relative velocity.. though his rink runner sux..

1st day after o lvl..

2006-11-18T00:35:00.002+08:00

i slept at 2am ytd.... nw is 119am again..
i v hungry.. cax i nv eat dinner.. how? no wonder.. i play hexic.. den d score so low.. 269k.. much lower than wad i expected.. v saddening.. mus b low glucose lvl..

ytd morning i played bball wif lijun n guys.. v long.. zz.. til afternoon.. damn tiring... den we play a few match... haha.. but b4 any match, i sprained my ankle 1st thing.. damn pain la... i nv act anything oso liddat.. sian sian le..
den ltr after a while becomes better.. though nw i c.. abit swollen.. n is painful.. but at least nort so pain lyk jus nw le..
den d match.. heex.. quite fun.. i miss bball..

ltr ltr.. afternoon.. we go eat.. n ltr play arcade..zz.. sian sian sian de... laaaas.. n den...... go play bball again.. zz.. todae whole dae plae.. den we met a guy.. alot proer than us.. though.. i dun tink he is pro for his age la.. i mean nort bad la.. but den i belief at his age de pple if got train n quite gd, shld b able to slam dunk.. nvm ba.. but he oso can touch ring le.. left a bit more.. more saddening de is i lose him.. sian sian.. he so fast de... i nv c anything den he flies past.. a bit faster than lijun.. thts y i v sad.. how come i nort able to run so fast.. i wan train my eyesight le.. den become lyk jay.. can piao yi.. n d things n roads seem to come v slow to mi.. okok..deal..

den ltr i go play mahjong.. wad the la.. 1st 3 rounds lose $8 le.. v sian if liddat..
but den ltr i win 1 big big de 5 tai.. den win back le.. haha.. den poor maoshan, cax he put de.. den he nid pay double..10pm tht tym... i wan go home le.. den ltr we draw.. no1 wins.. den too bad, den 2nd rnd, i win wif a 3 tai pong pong hu.. heex.. lucky.. i pong pong pong.. until left 1 card.. v scary.. den i leave a red zhong.. though scare no1 will hit, but i belief someone will fall into d trap de.. in d end, i win.. haha.. lucky.. but tht round v crap.. i go squat on d chair, learn L.. though i forget to sux my finger, but quite cute.. den stack up d mahjongs tiles i haf, n pretended lyk ni ya.. i m smart in conclusion..

so i went home.. n nitez..

d end of o lvl..

2006-11-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

initially... i tot i will b hapi after o lvl.. lookin forward to tis end..

but nw.. somehow hopes tht tis will nv end.. how i wish i haf papers everyday..

d breathing rate seems much slower than i expected.. yet, i didn't noe wad to do.. zz.. fillin infos into my brain every sec.. absorbing.. d stars alwaes seem far, but it is actually further..

imagination takes flight..

thinking

2006-11-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

vacuum cleaner sounds.. soft soft.. at 1am-3am.. randomly.. =( scary.. zz.. den was playing whole dae..aha.. nv study.. todae i study organic chem de small molecules.. n chpt 1-5 of amaths.. nort bad le la.... at least i feel tht i still rmb most of d things..

i dunno y.. sometimes i play chess, can lose alot.. n can win alot..
esp when my mama shouts, or my papa shouts, i will feel v pissed.. cax their pitch damn high n den.. v irritating.. den i alwaes will lose.. hmph...

=) posted by lianquan..

zzz

2006-11-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

=x zzz.. colorful.. black white dark blue green yellow purple light brown darker brown light blue weird green darkest brown n bleach.. zzzz.. 12 of them.. =)
but all confiskated..

green finished.. nw is reading ss le.. zz..though she dun trust mi.. but still mus work hard.. mama.. i will do well well de..

i finish sg merger n seperation only.. nw aredi 935pm.. lol.. but then tht 1 quite detailed reading.. nvm..

wake up at 12pm jus nw.. noon.. zz.. den wake up.. kip playing.. haha.. n eat breakfast cum lunch.. 2pm le den go down study.. study hard hard.. wif le bear bear.. until 4pm slack again... slack until nw.. awww!! a day passed so fast.. left tmr den until a few hrs til 2pm.. zzz.. cannot play... major exams oso v difficult to endure de..

for sg n malaysia, oni 4 main qns ba.. by bri dun let sg alone? cax 3 points.. com, econ, n.. naval base.. den y wan merge? cax msia scare com got sg s base, den sg wan common market s msia is a hinterland for its market.. den den.. ehh.. o ya.. lijun's pt, free from british.. haha.. i rmb sec 3, den mr d lim alwaes ask, den i will sae tht pt de.. cax tht tym i rmbed got a tutor in sec 2 taught mi tht.. thts y.. n i dunno anything abt common market n d rest.. heex.. den nxt qn y at 1st msia dun wan merge? cax got alot chi, den oso alot communists.. zzz.. y sep, cax govt diff idealogy, cax no common market, cax ehh.. forget le.. aww!! i noe got little pioneer certs, but shld b under d common market too.. zz.. econmic factors.. nvm.. 3rd factor lai de.. haha.. den 4th is increased in sg's contribution, n oso closing of banks of china..

den northern ireland, most prob oni 2 kind of qns, 1 y conflict? cax.. housing, education, divided loyalties n votin right.. zz.. i oni rmb these.. den another 1 which 1 more responsible, IRA or british? .. hmm.. hafen memorised ans..

haha..den d rest mus study nw.. =) gd nitez..

soothing song..

2006-11-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

todae i changed d song of my blog again.. change to a song i feel is nice... zhang xue you's.. 7mb.. tink nid v long to load..

slept 4 hrs oni.. but nort tired.. dunno y...

today

2006-11-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

i slept to 12pm.. zzz.. den wake up go bp eat lunch.. den shop shop.. den 230pm reach home le.. aww.. my times..

den ltr i revise bio.. 3 chpts.. omg.. nw geog.. =) nitez

1 day after chem prac

2006-11-01T18:15:00.000+08:00

i rest n play whole day todae.. nxt monday ss le den i still lyk tht.. but den i rly haf no mood to study for ss.. =( ss v boring.. lyk nth interest mi... grrr..
boring day!! den a few hrs den i slp le.. =x

ehh.. a day long long ago.. nort today.. but forget when le..

2006-11-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

i jus copied n pasted wad i saved tht night..

todae wake up at 11am... zz den eat mee fen halfway, den go do sth.. ><> 53kg.. haaas.. den ltr i online tok tok tok.. den we decide go bp study.. ml lj nic yx n i.. zz.. den yx nid some more time den can go out, lj eat at home.. den we 3 meet n go eat.. >< mi n ml 3 bread each while nic eat dunno wad noodles.. ltr we go library to do hw.. but v full.. no space.. so we went to mac n do.. den sit down i do 4 qns in 8 seconds, den d manager comes n sae cannot do hw in weekend.. cax many pple.. haiz.. den we okay okay lo.. ltr we go my hse downstairs do.. ^^

den tht lj v stupid.. dunno which bus stop to alight.. den he alight 1 bus stop b4 d lrt... he took 178.. haha.. den he walked back n den take bus.. i called him n told him we on 176 le.. den ask him to take same bus s ml nic n i.. den he ben ben.. nv pay attention.. den he nv board d bus.. ><

den ltr reach my home le, we c yx.. jus nice.. den we wait for ngiam ngiam den we go games rm do hw le.. zz.. do halfway, i feel v cold.. so go out, ltr ml oso go out, nic oso go out.. den lj n yx too.. =x den i go suggest playing catching.. haha.. den cannot step on d grd or d brown part.. haha.. v fun.. nice thing to do to destress.. xD den i oni got caught once by lijun.. his hands v long la rite.. gaa..fun day.. den ltr 6pm go home den go out eat again den go home.. zzzz

a sunday spent on revision

2006-10-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

todae wake up at 11am... zz den eat mee fen halfway, den go do sth.. ><> 53kg.. haaas.. den ltr i online tok tok tok..

den we decide go bp study.. ml lj nic yx n i.. zz.. den yx nid some more time den can go out, lj eat at home.. den we 3 meet n go eat.. >< mi n ml 3 bread each while nic eat dunno wad noodles.. ltr we go library to do hw.. but v full.. no space.. so we went to mac n do.. den sit down i do 4 qns in 8 seconds, den d manager comes n sae cannot do hw in weekend.. cax many pple.. haiz.. den we okay okay lo.. ltr we go my hse downstairs do.. ^^

den tht lj v stupid.. dunno which bus stop to alight.. den he alight 1 bus stop b4 d lrt... he took 178.. haha.. den he walked back n den take bus.. i called him n told him we on 176 le.. den ask him to take same bus s ml nic n i.. den he ben ben.. nv pay attention.. den he nv board d bus.. ><

den ltr reach my home le, we c yx.. jus nice.. den we wait for ngiam ngiam den we go games rm do hw le.. zz.. do halfway, i feel v cold.. so go out, ltr ml oso go out, nic oso go out.. den lj n yx too.. =x den i go suggest playing catching.. haha.. den cannot step on d grd or d brown part.. haha.. v fun.. nice thing to do to destress.. xD den i oni got caught once by lijun.. his hands v long la rite..
gaa..fun day.. den ltr 6pm go home den go out eat again den go home.. zzzz

today

2006-10-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

today physics prac.. zz.. quite simple actually.. but den scare lyk normal sch exams.. den ltr they mark v strict.. i got check my work.. all got write d=wad v=wad.. den dp oso shld b correct.. heex.. but i all in cm.. >< hope correct ba.. wrong den everything die die le.. =x

4D boys

2006-10-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

16: Nicholas Aw- a crap, gay and zhuai, by alphabetical order. Wif d morning 8am in city hall after shows lyk taxi n cards.. Wif the fast spd n 2 laggers behind.. At least, Raffles is still a nice statue. Wif ur grammer mistakes.. Wif ur giggling behind some1, wif ur hands touchin boys.. a nice guy afterall as u noe wad shld b done n wad nort..
17: Chang Zhiping- another crap, gay n zhuai.. cax u r same from d same cca s Nicholas. Wif ur 2 eyes set on Mingle, wif ur 11pm cartoons, wif ur repeated balancing act. Wif ur hillview spirit wif yp n i, wif ur non stopping diligence. =) thus, u r gay.. come on.. 1Dew, 2 Diaoz, 3/4 Do.it..
18: Chen ZiAng- another responsible n delicated cl rep who tells us wad to bring for cl lessons. someone in class we alwaes make fun of. cax of his.. reactions.. haaas.. but i dun tink u r upset or mind it right.. cax u r ziang.. =))
19: Chiam Yongxiang- someone shorter than mi.. who is nort gay yet nort man.. cax he likes both gals n boys.. wif d 2 garlic breads every morning, wif d 2 bright eyes on d face, wif d gayness n manliness.. ^^ someone who i tok to, after june, cax we take d same bus.. jus half a mth.. enjoy it??
20: Gan LELE- ^^ a v nice n hapi guy.. who alwaes act cute.. haha.. alwaes 1st to accompany mi when i m alone.. alwaes go malaysia to do free labour.. alwaes anything wif everything.. alwaes smile n laugh lyk an insane.. a boy who lives near d mansion of ghosts.. a dancer who noe how to dance d spanish dance.. a boy who lyk to act cool n nort tok.. n quiet boy who oni replied when a qn is asked.. or when wan to ask qn..
21: Her ChyuanSheng- a manly gay who i start to noe in nov.. cax of zp's introduction of him to join d UNIQUELY SINGAPORE.. actually he is quite nice.. ^^" can b a true fren n wif his sincerity.. oni wish u to rmb to kip ur beard short..
22: Huang Ruijie- our class chair.. who we sit on.. =x a boy who rarely go out. When ask pple to go out, alwaes oni haf jx n some boys to go along wif.. haha.. sorry sorry.. =) but then, rj.. alwaes exercise.. someone strong in NCC, though CCA points lesser than mine..
23: Jin Xuan- a 4 yrs classmate, wif our balsam wood wif zhiping yuping beier haiyuan n pengpeng, wif our com proj, wif our geog proj wif rj n guys.. ^^ i still prefer d balsam wood most.. wif d gay product we haf.. heex.. is nice.. we got 2nd in sch.. cax d sch oni got 4 teams.. n 2 gave up d projs.. lol.. wif our completed slam dunk which is still in d cd in my cupboard.. wif ur tactics on a bball match wif strangers durin chalet.. ^^ come on.. 1Dew, 2 Diaoz, 3/4 Do.it..
24: Le Beier- a guy who likes his ways of handling things.. a nice guy who wun force pple to do things n oso nort b forced.. haha.. a nice reject politely.. n a enthu acceptance.. =) beier is 2nd oldest in d class.. wif d newly bought n wasted uniform.. wif d ostrich head.. being a watermelen in mindsports club.. my fren.. who 1st asked mi to join his grp in d music proj.. n oso.. come on.. 1Dew, 2 Diaoz, 3/4 Do.it.. heex.. my cca mate for 4 yrs too..
25: Lee Zhipeng- another mindsports fren..heex.. who i start to noe jus lyk cs thru d uniquely singapore.. wif his craps n enthu.. wif d cities tht he noe.. n d kampong bahru road behind his hse.. Wif ur 3am corrections.. haha.. ty alot.. d badmintons, d bballs, d soccers we haf.. d competitions we joined.. haha.. but i tink nanyang worth more..
26: Liwei- a prc fren.. ^^ nxt tym go china mus bring mi around.. xD play bball tgt.. kick soccer tgt.. someone who will giggle.. lyk nicholas.. lol.. i m hinting nth..
27: Ng Caizhi- a guy.. who is silly.. haha.. to help a immature pri sch fren i haf.. lol.. but den.. he jus wish to let everyone for break.. =) someone, who help other pple to do duties.. a stressed guy who will worry abt results.. haha.. unlyk mi a slacker.. sit beside mi for v long.. half a mth? heex.. i saw his heavy bag.. which forget who n i try doin weight lifting wif..
28: Ngiam Lijun- a gay...... hmm.. crap.. n zhuai.. ya.. all 3.. >< same s scouts.. someone who sae geog is crap.. someone who haf many a1s.. someone who has many many things.. sian sian.. oso someone i noe thru uniquely singapore.. haha.. alwaes wanting to slp.. n shit.. someone who will sae byebye when tok on phone.. someone who is smart enuff to miss many many stops.. n get to old sch.. n c many " ".. haha.. but den v cute.. heex.. c insects will scream.. c sushi will eat... c martin will pretend listenin to him.. when p6 tht tym, haha, learning spelling tgt, doin assignments tgt.. p6 is nicer..
29: Reptile- an animal who shed skin n run lyk a reptile.. a talkative person who alwaes lyk to zhuai abt his games n his proness in them.. a boy who dislikes others to do things tht he dislikes..
30: SHENLINGJIE- haha.. someone who fell down during pe in sec 3, n i carried him at a side.. since then, we got communicate n tok wif each other.. will hit mi when c mi.. n let mi hit him.. haha.. a cool PRC.. who slept in ssg lessons n exams.. n bio.. xD jus lyk someone who tink n plan thru his studies..
31: Sng PingChiang- a stjohn boy.. who i dunno much abt.. lol.. sry.. but den got a feeling tht he is quite nice.. n is someone tht can depend on.. dunno y.. haha.. but mayb cax his face expression.. though usually he seems s though life is jus abt playing.. but his mind definitely dun tink in tht way..
32: SongBoyuan- haha.. someone who i noe for 6 yrs.. 4 yrs classmates.. my botak brother.. ^^ i rmb p6 tht tym creating neopets account.. den warrick ask mi wan wad name for username.. i cant tink of any, den go sae botak_brothers.. heex.. a caring boy.. who can work n play at different time.. can differentiate.. during maths lesson, i can c his intense eyes.. trying to solves d maths problems..
33: Lianquan- just a nobody..
34: WongYongHao- a boy who sit in front of mi during exams.. haha.. oso dunno much abt.. but feel tht u got ur nice waes of doin things when u noe how to deal wif things.. tht tym d spd u haf to d mrt station to watch d movie.. wif gals lagging behind.. cool.. =x
35: Martin Yeo Feng Hua- a responsible n delicated el rep.. haha.. someone who rly can study.. n oso play.. =) envy such pple.. lol.. cax i alwaes no mood to study de.. haha.. jus wan slack.. but den i noe nid to study.. though i cant get down.. martin uh.. =) v gay.. lol.. white n flabby n alwaes sae please to mi after stating a time such s 30 seconds.. >< i m man okay? ehh.. oso is a gd bball player.. lol.. black black white white.. white black white.. craps.. heex.. someone who rmbs his teachers too.. i oso.. i rmb my pri 1 teachers.. lol.. u leh?
36: ZhongKaiLun: a shabby.. lol.. nort shaggy.. but shabby.. too bad la.. u taught mi tht.. =) wif d fast spd in pe lessons.. wif ur long legs.. wif ur thick eyebrows.. =)

physics

2006-10-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

haha.. sian sian.. todae learn sound... from lijun.. took him v long to teach mi a question.. heex.. fun.. ty ngiam.. nxt tym will ask u again de.. lol.. at least ngiam will spend time n teach even u pissed him off.. ^^ nice nice fren.. though he alwaes wan slp...

lol.. den i todae oso go digged out many many songs from my com.. found many nice though old songs.. den i put them all in my mp3.. yay.. =)

hapi holidae todae.. ^^ though stae at home v sian.. haiz..

everyday.. d same routine... but joy can b made thru these routines.. hope all a hapi day alwaes.. n a scary night..

cyx

2006-10-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

yongxiang is gay crap.. lol.. todae in bus, i told him i will write tis in my blog.. thus i wrote it..

after prelims

2006-10-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

todae in sch i wrote a passage about children.. i wrote tht when my fren n i passed by a playgrd, i would envy d children cax they wld seem to b playing happily.. thus lj is phi lo file.. ^^ cax lj alwaes look n smile at them... den i sae d children's bad things.. xD i feel evil tht tym.. dunno y.. den kip crappin alot.. sae alot bad things abt children.. mayb on d other hand, i m more of jealous den envy of children ba.. bcax children had no worry..

i change my blog song le.. to a piano song.. from a special person.. heex.. ff10piano_Suteki_Da_Ne.mp3 final fantasy.. i tink so.. hapi hapi..

i felt tht i had changed.. loving d life i had nw.. bcax i feel more carefree.. beta than june.. most prob cax i nid nort go cca anymore ba.. dun lyk burdens..

... long enuff le ma?? =) response to tags.. i v lazy.. dun lyk to elaborate de la.. todae tht compo i oso write less than 1 page.. lol.. but... my handwriting v v small.. i randomly chose a line.. den got 22 words.. xD i love my handwriting..

chinese

2006-08-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

tmr chi.. if oni exams start on tues.. n i can slack for a few more days.. haha.. nvm..