Saturday, May 08, 2010
i just feel damn annoyed..
why is everyone so calculative? cannot just simply let things go?
i feel damn pissed when pple want to return me every single cent or ask from me every single cent. and i hate to be given money..
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Sunday, August 09, 2009
我以为过去变成过去，但却变成回忆。回忆让我的一点一滴血汗都辛苦了。累了困了眼睛却看到了过去。
回到过去，记得小时候，挂在树上的叶子死了，掉落飘入挂着风铃的窗边。拼了老命想要炫耀自己数学了得。
红白颜色。哈哈。贪玩的白色被污染了。找茬寻乐流氓之事。我是流氓吗？
看着天空，数一棵两颗三客。复杂的天空。黑暗的晚上。不发光的月亮。白发的老头。1000x24x3600..
累了，我要睡觉了。明天还是得过的。加油。大家加油！
笨蛋小子
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Monday, July 27, 2009
早上六点起床以后，
你的画像挂在墙上。
再慢慢伸懒腰，我们在刷牙么，
默默看着彼此微笑。
晚上九点突然出现，
你的影子缝在路边。
在你的脑子里，我们在等什么，
默默看着时间流逝。
明明会很久很久以后，但偏偏留在昨天而已。
回忆
是我的唯一。
下午三点茶点时候，
你的餐具摆在餐桌。
在你的食物里，我们在享些么，
默默看着闪亮白齿。
午夜凌晨睡觉时候，
你的梦里我的幻想。
在你的指导下，我们在温习么，
默默看着枕头流泪。
明明会很久很久以后，但偏偏留在昨天而已。
回忆
是我的唯一。
-burnt kid...
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Monday, June 29, 2009
...
loss at words..
let time heals the wound..
life goes on.. (stolen quote)
-boy on attn c...
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Monday, June 08, 2009
tick tock tick tock..
the clocks' hands are constantly moving..
tick tock tick tock..
the brain of mine had never rest, not even during my slp.
it dreams. and it forgets after it wakes up.
i am constantly thinking of other things and nvr concentrating on wad i am doing.
then i will forget wad i am doing totally..
i lost myself in this new world in this world that has accelerated more than my brain does.
things happen.. and then.. i forget..
things that happened.. i could nvr forget..
i am such a nice guy on the outside.. constantly helping my frens when they need help..
i am a person who always help others when i can..
i am so called selfless and always put myself in other pples' shoes..
but on the inside.. i ignored my frens..
i didn not care or bother how they feel..
i am so selfish and tot everything i did was okay and alright..
i am just a bastard..
i got this teddy bear.. and i hanged it on my bag.. this poor teddy bear got v dirty.. and it is always raped.. my frens will always take off its shirt.. so poor thing.. but i dropped it.. somewhere.. lost.. nvr to be found.. i always brought this bear to competitions.. where i will play w it.. staring at it blankly.. while waiting for my opponent to make his move.. then i will smile to myself.. and concentrate on the competition..
zz..
-nostalgic kid.. hoping time will backtrack..
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
.. =(
i v sad..
today my 2nd day of enlistment..
there v boring..
then, i applied off tmr..
by right no need to wake up at 6am again..
i dunno wad to say..
2 yrs nvr cry liao.. now yet cry again..
i know sth liddat will happen sooner..
but i dun want it to come so soon..
i hadn't enjoyed life yet..
how?
tell me wad can i do?
my tears flowing out again.. ='(
i dun wan tht cert..
tht fucker cert...
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Monday, April 06, 2009
We walked past each other.
Wind blows awake some slping things.
Heart is telling me to do something.
STH STH STH..
Got a little rash..
^^
zzz.. lazy to translate.. it is a nice song..
ehh..
well..
life is boring..
my face is getting whiter and whiter, paler and paler... theres like no blood circulation liao.. ><
i got tired more easily than before.. maybe cos my attn span gets shorter and shorter when i get lazier and lazier.. lol..
waiting for gd friday.. haha.. i feel like playing Bball.. seriously v long nvr play liao.. gd friday is a fri to play! ^^ hmm.. also to see my junior! haha.. v long nvr see each other..
table of glory starTed a few days ago.. hmm.. i missed table tennis.. quite fun..
when i was young, i always lost to my cousins.. younger cousin also lose older cousin also lose.. i am just noob.. but then i train myself.. i learned some spins myself.. i learned during my j1 in acjc.. test with my frens.. it is a fun game.. cos the ball is light.. the balls always spin in a unique way..
tennis is also fun.. i still cant serve fast.. thats something still lacking.. but 1/3 balls will go in.. hmm.. but my ball control considered quite gd for a noob who learnt everything just by reading comic and looking at other pple..
soccer.. i still don't really like it.. maybe cos i am noob.. my toe will be pain.. and i always cant get the ball in the direction that i want it to go.. haha.. but then.. i managed to juggle a few times.. not bad le la.. learnt a few mths then can juggle liao..
Bball.. i played almost every sat during sec 1.. but thts boring.. cos i was noob, and everyone ard me playing with me are older than me.. some are nice and will pass to me.. while others just ignore me.. maybe cos my standing position wasn't gd and they couldn't pass to me.. but noob ma.. so must learn.. sec 3.. i get to dribble more.. =D train more.. but out of nowhere, i like to shoot.. and my shooting suddenly above average when i got to j1.. everything staRts from j1... cant touch ball to shoot ball to just passing ball.. haha.. now i like to just pass to pple and let them score.. it is more fun than scoring the point urself..
hmm.. badminton.. also v long nvr play.. lost my rkt.. p6 i badminton one! hahaa.. dun belief right? jieqi also.. but now my badminton like shit.. j1 played with a senior.. lost badly.. and he wasn't from badminton.. hmm.. why ar.. my back hand v lousy.. can hit ball but then will get pressured at once.. well well.. need more practices ba.. but if theres is chance la..
squash.. played once nia.. zzz too loud.. orh come on..
bowling.. okay la.. first time 20+ points.. got the ball into drain millions of times.. now got big range.. 80-120.. not bad la... also not like i play it v often..
chess.. zzz a 6-yr training programme.. 4 yrs.. listening to a same old thing.. crap coach.. with a 2-yr sudden improvement yet again.. crazy abt it.. played like 2000+ games in a yr.. imagine la.. 365 days a yr.. and u play dunno how many rounds in a day.. SIAO one.. and yet.. my standard now still v suxky.. aiks.. got prize but dun feel proud.. still rmbed tht last compe i joined.. i wanted to win like top few cos i got a chalet after the competition.. i wanted to win money and bring trophy.. haha.. then.. in the end got a 6th.. cos i lost 2 rounds.. one to 1st.. and one to 2nd.. yawn.. well.. noob also cannot complain.. my fault.. didn't train.. cos of A lvl..
weiqi.. zz just winning juniors then i v happy liao.. haha.. also dunno when i improve.. but still v lousy and dun understand many things..
i do almost everything.. but study..
gone case..
life was so fun.. when i tried to master new things that i am noob in.. but then.. now i half-mastered all of them.. i feel bored..
life goes on.. lol.. crap quote..
-bored kid.. going to bored to death liao.. rawrr..
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